Mixed Emotions
I’m sitting here alone. The kids are sleeping in their beds/cribs, Ron is in another state, and I’m here. I’m content. Actually, I’m enjoying myself. I’m watching whatever show I want, changing the channel whenever I want, and surfing the Internet whenever I want.
Now, asking me tomorrow and I’ll probably feel differently. I will have the kids by myself all day, into the night. It’s going to be a long day. We don’t have any plans at the moment but I’m going to make some. There is just no way we can stay here, in the house, all day. Yes, tomorrow I will feel differently.
Ron asked if I was going to miss him. Yes, I’ll miss him. But for now, at this moment, I am enjoying alone time.
Oh, girl! I know how you feel! My hubby has been out of town during the week for the past few months and I always enjoy the first day or two…after that, I miss him like crazy! Enjoy your time!!
Comment by Imperfect Christian (CJ) — October 22, 2006 @ 3:42 am